dealing with foood T.T

okaaay.. on this dayy~ i broke my diet thing. o.O
HAHAHA! its because i can't resist foood~ and i know that there are a lot of kids out there in africa or in any part of this world who wishes to eat a lot of food. and now that the food is in front of me~ i can't just reject it. HAHAHAH !!!! (REASONS!!!!!!)

today, i stayed home for the whole day~
i had fried bananas for breakfast and didn't feed my stomach with any rice :D haha !!! which was a good thing~ HAHA! i got my self busy with cleaning the house and watching some videos in facebook xD and then~ i had a working lunch in front of the computer~ HAHA ! whooo~

then~ my sister arrived from school. she wasn't in the mood to joke around. so, i went inside my room and began writing the farewell letters for my friends. i had a slight headache and then i accidentally slept~ HAHA !!! when i woke up, mama arrived and she brought LOTS of food~ ohmigasss xD HAHA!!! there was BREAD and PIZZA in the table. and my eyes were like "O.O" when i saw the mouth watering food~ HAHA !!!! i tried to ignore it but they forced me to eat~ gaaah! she even asked me to buy a liter of coke in the store near us. HAHA !

i ate A slice of the cheese and topped with bacon pizzza xD (A- means its singular. HAHA !!!) and then ate some of the bread xD HAHA !!! and drank a LITTLE amount of coke xD pwaahaha ~ everything was under control~ except for the bread. HAHA !!!
i ate a lot of them. T.T

noooow~ after eating all those stuff. it makes me wanna vomit everything. HAHAH !!!! days from now i'll be FAAAAAATER than you could ever expect! whooo~

but in every dark cloud, there's always a silver lining :)
i logged in to facebook just minutes ago and cliked over the message from God application. and here's what God wants Me to know.

On this day of your life, Christine Paula, we believe God               wants you to know ... that you are beautiful.
	Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful.

whooo~
God's comforting me now :))
i guess i don't have to worry MUCH about being fat. well maybe i do~ but not that MUCH :DD HAHAHA !!! MAY GOD BE PRAISED :)


♥♥ tine