waiting.

ookay T.T
screw that happiness thing above. i'm not feeling happy right now.
i'm actually waiting for something to happen.
i've been praying for it for quite some time already. ughhhh !!! it  makes me really unhappy because i know that the thing that i am talking about is not happening any sooner. and what's worse is. i can't do anything about it. T.T i feel so hopeless alreadyyy. why do i have to suffer from this?!?! tsssssk~

ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man.  ngano man.  ngano man.  ngano man. ngano man.  ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man. ngano man.?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?
i feel like crying alreadyyy !!! T.T

sometimes, i forget about this thing because i sometimes feel that things are getting better day by day. but my feelings always fail me T.T i keep on expecting that it's gonna happen soon. T.T but it ISN'T !!!!!!! this is sooo not good !  haaaaaayyys ~ maybe i have to pray DOUBLE TIME. i know God hears me. but maybe his answer is NOT YET. aiiigoooo~ T.T


      ♥ ♥ tine