thingggs.

i just feel like blogging .. because i actually i don't know what to do in the middle of the midnight. i'm alone here in the living room and everyone here is already asleep. there's a lot of things running through my mind NOW. a LOT. ughhh~ and i can't do anything with it. i can't spill the beans to anyone since it's too many to be spilled. i don't even know where to start if ever i share it with someone else.i guess i'm gonna burst out in no time.  hmmm~ i'm all mixed up. i've tried everything  to distract my self from thinking. i did the most hopeless measures like listening to upbeat songs, such as G6 and burn it to the ground.but none of it helped. what could i possibly doo? o.O i wanna sleep but i don't feel like sleeping.i wanna shut down this pc but i'm afraid that after shutting it down i'll pres the on button again. ugh! see?! i even sound weird in this blog post. what's happening to me for crying out loud!? i just had a good day today. i even blogged about it. but it took a drastic change at this very moment. i have to get better tomorrow. i have to get things in order again. organize the stuff in my mind and quit being mixed up.or maybe ignoring these thoughts would also be great help to me too. i can do this. . GO ME !


     ♥ ♥ tine